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Apr. 16th, 2015 09:06 am
Rating: PG-13
Character: Jaejoong
Summary: Jaejoong keeps a diary during his enlistment...
A/N: I've been gagging to find a place for one of my favourite pictures of all time. Not sorry.
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Today should have been a good day. A positive day. We were learning to save lives.Instead, all I could think about was almost losing one. Yunho collapsing after drinking from that bottle, eyes wide with fear, is one memory I've relived too many times to count. I didn't want to go there again, but when the instructor talked about poisoning… well…all I could see in my head was the vibrancy that's Yunho. The big smile, the bigger moves, the whole boatload of enthusiasm...imagining that gone is...
I suppose push-ups are an adequate punishment for zoning out in the middle of the class and not paying attention.
They were a good distraction, too.
Lower, breathe, push up, repeat.
Push-ups: the Kim Jaejoong patent remedy when things get on top of me. How the instructor knew I have no idea… but it's still working as well as it always has. And for that I'm grateful.